trash love and the different wonders;

i wonder why i can't fly like a bird?
and touch the sky
and sail among the clouds
and kiss the stars
and fall in the rain
why can't i be a fairy?
and look down from heaven
and wave my magical wand on people
and flit in the flowers with my wings
why can't i be a model?
who sashays and catwalks
and have nic legs
and great hair
why can't i be whoever i want?
but end up being me
i want to swim in the ocean
and skydive
and be loved
that's what i want
to be loved
except
that never happens in my world does it?