perfect lifestyle;and a whole lot of others-

she wants to go home,but nobody's home,it's where she lies,broken inside.
my life.
its not perfect and it never was.i always put on a cheery smile,sing a happy tune and just be so witty and funny.its like people cant understand that these sort of happy people dont have problems.because they are the ones who have the most.but then they choose to hide it.very well.im that kind of person.but damn my life is no fucking peice of perfect heaven its every bit just so NOT.why cant anybody understand that?
bacuse im too nice.
too funny.
too optimistic.
too smiley.
but behind all of that.
is just a girl.
shy,afraid.
and she's crying.
my life's seem that it's just full of endless pain,struggle and problems.
people just dont seem to get it or see it.
family,friends,more-than-just-friends.
you.
you dont understand me.
at all.
not one single fucking bit.
ive crapped enough.
goodbye-