reconnection-is it even possible?

i see others around me
one by one they're getting hurt
by whom?
men
is it worth it i ask you?
are you worth it?
the tears?
the sweat?
the heartbreaks?
i see people crying
but there's the other side to it
before that they were so happy
so in love
but it was gone
just like that
why do we do this?
why oh why?
is it really needed?
why do we let our feeling and emotions control us?
and then the cycle repeats
who is really true?
true love
is there such a thing?
a happy ending
or is it just a fake
that when we grow up
we realise true love never exsisted
or a happy ending
it was just lies
and false emotions
is it what it is?
just a whole lot of mixed feelings that were never there?
never true?
is it just a sugar coated candy?
when all it is inside is bitterness?

In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me

so i get it it's just a lie a big fat ugly one~