the many yesterdays that have passed us

it was just like yesterday

i thought maybe i wasn't for you

and i could forget you

but i never knew forgetting could be so hard

i thought i didn't love you

do i?

but even if i do

you lover HER

so does it matter?

it doesn't really matter does it

i'm just gonna end up alone

do i have to give you a chocolate coated candy?

or rainbow coloured lollipops?

or maybe a great truckload of never ending love before you say you love me?

you know what?

i've decided i can't go on living like this

because of you

was what i thought i lived and loved for

but now

its just me

so i'm selfish now?

or i'm not understanding?

or maybe she's your all

it's not any easier for me to erase our love

if it was real i'm not sure

but i'm sure about one thing

you'll never be in my heart

EVER again

then there's him

i don't know already

no wonder they say love's complicated

it's so clear now

i've got to stop contemplating on the past

but you know it's so hard to let go

but you can't possibly know how i feel

because you never really knew me

i was just there to be used

to be fooled

i'm might be a fool for a lover

but it's not gonna be like again

chances come

chances go

yours i'm afraid

have ran out of space

out of excuses

out of sweet words

and sugar coated peppermints

and endless rainbow skys

because now

i can look into you

and all i get back is a motionless expression

feelings fade

passion cool

we can't be so i'll get it right this time

and get you out of my nightmares

so i can have dreams

sweet ones